Life

I'm not one for keeping up on my own personal blog because I just like to do the Vandy Kids one. I have sure enjoyed being back together with all my school friends. I think we've been better friends now then when we were in school. This has given me so much pleasure and enjoyment no one will ever know. When I was in school I didn't do much with my classmates. It was always family get together, which is not bad, but never really had any close friends.

Now that I have my own extended family, that is the way it has been. Family get together when Mom & Dad were alive we spent every holiday, week ends and any other time we had with them and my brothers. When they died, the get together with my brothers & thier families is almost non existent. I talk to them on the phone and see some of them occasionally. It seems that I'm the one that keeps all the rest of them informed of anything concerning the family. Who is going to do this when I'm no longer around. Even with my own kids, I wish they would spend more time together and talk more often. When they are so many miles apart, it just makes it hard for all the family to get together often.

I'm really anxious about the tests they are going to do on June 3rd, 2008. The doctor thinks it might be a bladder tumor. That scares me really bad. I try not to think about it but when I go to bed, I just can't seem to turn my mind off. I've done a lot of reading on this, since the doctor told me this. Sometimes I think its better not to know all the details.

Please keep me in your prayers.